confraternity...
It was the time when life was in its full swing and looks like a pollard tree.Sometimes it gives the honey i gathered throughout and sometimes gives the long-lasting sheer pain.I spent even the whole of night by thinking just for the sake of real essence of love in the relationship that i have with myself and with all other.But none out of that give me the enduring peace and satisfying breath.Each relation that i have either has a great self behind that was unacceptable or may not have personal connection that can spread out the aroma.
Rather each one out of that has sever greed, lust,anger and on and on that gives me the extreme yell.Nobody never care for "what do i want???" and those who even ever realized a little about the fact they either kicked out from this life or forced by the material laws to let me live alone in the dark perplexities.
I spent almost all my precious time in thinking and willing of that one great soul who can understand me,can trust me and can stay at-least for a longer avenue with me.But in all of these year i realized one thing very clearly that was "life is the enduring wait for all that was never ever exist. " but still i hanker for all that in the matter that itself has a very short rate of living. how long it can stay together with me.Might be i scolded him not having me here with but can i myself work upon this idea???. am i real fact of existence???
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One thing that i like in me is that i always trust on the humanity that this cottage of blood & flesh has in it.People in general loose all there relationship just by saying that "each one is same & nobody is trust worthy" but is it so in the world of disparity,chaos & quarrels how you are only one trust worthy and genuine guy and else all are rascals.If it prevails than either you only might not a normal case or might be and hidden incarnation of some angel.This is laughable nothing more than that.
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But i never loose my trust on humanity i always carry on with all my love and care for everyone.if someone tease me he give me one more aspect of teaching and if some reciprocate with its new brightest sight of sun then.This is the time when you will search for the integrity rather than value of the platform of equal confraternity then you must have to spend all of your life in dark lonely with no satisfaction at all.
Even rather more that confraternity and humanity i myself is more centered towards the inevitable love of an dream angel.
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I still on the journey of this integrity with nothing one in myself.But i have the intense desire that you will better appreciate my value.And you will bring my journey to an end with all your love and care that i am always seeking for.That day this Autumn with run away and leaves behind a bunch of smelling daisy and spread all there aroma in the whole cosmos of my life...and that will be the day i will hold you and scream at the hardness of life and never let you go away.
"Oh Daisy...your aroma is mesmerizing."
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